| life so far. |
[Dec. 30th, 2007|09:02 pm] |
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I'm going to UIS now. I really can not afford to send myself to SIUE anymore. I've been writing a whole lot more. Grimm is rocking as of now. Also started another story. Not sure what I'm gonna call it yet. I really need to get published soon. i don't have anything else to say except that it sucks i have to work tomorrow night. I'll be off by midnight and be ready to get my party on. woot. I've been sick all weekend which always sucks. yeah I don't know what else to say. so i'll update later. peace. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2007|11:54 pm] |
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so i just got back from vaca. it was fun. had lots of drinks while on vacation. I work tomorrow and still can't realize why i am still up even though i am unbelievably tired. we are redoing me and my sister's bathroom so i have been taking off wallpaper... it really sucked and got in my hair. oh well.
reginald tried to eat a slug today. it was gross.
there was this HUGE spider on our backporch yesterday and it scared the livin' begezezes out of me... it was a wolf spider and i was very scared. i don't have a lot of warm fuzzy feelings for spiders. *shudders*
we have a ghost in our house. i like havin' it around. it makes life interesting. first it keeps on turning on my mom's makeup mirror light after we have turned it off. it turned off the tv in one room then when it came back on it was on a different channel. it turned on my mom's headphones after she turned them off. it also turned on the blender and wouldn't let us turn it off while we were on vacation. it yelled my mom's name while she was sleeping so loudly that she thought it was the lady we were on vacation with waking her up. sometimes it creepy but the spirit hasn't harmed us in anyway. i've been calling it barney but my mom thinks its a lady that used to play tricks at the nursing home she works at that followed her home after she died. could be i guess.
so me and barney are gonna go to bed. he sleeps in my room 'cause i invite him. and 'cause were just that hot. *muah* |
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| ugh. |
[Jun. 13th, 2007|12:42 pm] |
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| |  betrayed | ] |
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| | Boys Nignt Out | ] |
So Katie's mad at me because she thinks i told Amber (mike's ex) something personal about her and I wouldn't do that. We've been best friends since sixth grade and she thinks I would turn on her that quickly. Plus she's back with mike again after he dumped her for the second time which is bullshit. She can forgive him all his wrongs but i didn't even do anything and she can't forgive me. I've always been there for her and she's pretty much just shunning me. So what the fuck ever. If she doesn't want to be my friend she doesn't have to be. We haven't hung out since she's been dating mike because he won't let her because he doesn't like me for some reason
My older sister lauren's wedding is this weekend. I'm really excited for her because she's really turned her life around. I'm soo proud of her and she's met a guy that really loves her. But of course my other sister is trying to ruin it for her by telling everyone that Chad is an asshole and that he doesn't love her and that she nobody paid for her three weedings that she got at the courthouse and didn't tell anyone about. ugh. im soo tired. I have to work tonight, tomorrow, and Friday and still find some time to get my oil changed and get a pedi and a mani for the wedding sooo... i hope were not too busy tonight. I work with Katie M. so that's cool. I'm gonna go try and write and I want to get another fish because i think mine is lonely. heh. maybe even two more. Peace out. much love..
P.S. yes i did just go straight up sfield gangster on your ass. |
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| erg. |
[May. 29th, 2007|05:50 pm] |
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| | my room | ] |
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| | stupid people | ] |
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| | the Hush Sound | ] |
I really hate when my friends continue to get hurt. I really do. Katie and Mike broke up again and she's heartbroken about it again. And I keep on being the person she goes to even though she knows I hate him and I told her so. I just hate it. I really do. I know its probably hard to get over someone that you have been with for a while but if they are only going to continue to hurt you what is the point? they obviously don't care about you if they continue to hurt you. ugh. I'm supposed to hang out with her tonight but i don't know if that will happen or not.
My sister turns 21 tom. and we're supposed to go to Darcy's Pint. woot.
I submitted some poetry to the state journal register for the voice section. I hope they use it. squee.
My sister is pissing me off. First i tell her to do something (like take out the dogs) and she only takes out her dog and then doesn't seem to hear when i ask her to take out duncan too. I ask her to feed the dogs cause im feeding the cats and getting them water. Zoey and Bitty both don't have water and she disregards that at all and goes about her business. Then whenever i confront her about it she acts like she didn't "see". She doesn't hear or see anymore i guess. Ugh. and then my stepdad tries to put in his two sense. He's such an idiot. She's his precious daughter and can do no wrong unless its with him. i really do hate the way he thinks. |
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| left behind... |
[May. 16th, 2007|01:23 pm] |
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| | my madre's room | ] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | the tv | ] |
Being attached so much to Ursuline came a big surprise to me. I grew sooo much there and I met AMAZING people that have been my friends even after I went off to college and left them behind. I loved that place even though I tried so hard to get out of it. I just can't help but feel horrible that it is shutting down. Ugh.
I started working at cancun yesterday and I like it a lot. It keeps me busy which I love and I makes money... yum.
Gilmore Girls finale last night... me and my mom cried because it was about a mom and a daughter splitting and we're losers like that.
I haven't been able to work on grimm which is saddening me. I really need to get hoppin'. i just have soo many distractions. I think I might write the prequel to it and send that to publisher's first... then make a trilogy out of it then. Either of the stories could be released by themselves however. Ugh. i'll work on it tonight most likely. The two stories are gonna be written at pretty much the same time... lol. |
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[May. 14th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
Ursuline Academy shutting doors at end of school year... that was just announced on State Journal Register online...
WTF? |
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[May. 13th, 2007|12:02 pm] |
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| | artistic | ] |
So my mom told me a story today that grossed me out.... so im gonna share it with you. There was this friend of my mother's who had a little boy. He kept on hearing a snap crackle and pop in his ear and it wouldn't go away and he couldn't get to sleep because of it. They finally took him to the doctor and had him checked out. They decided to flush his ears because they couldn't see anything from the outside that was causing the problem. When they flushed his ear out two SPIDERS came out!!!!! they had been crawling along on his eardrum causing the noises! One was dead and the other was still alive!!! ewwww i was thoroughly grossed out.
Anywho, my g-rents and uncle have been here since Saturday morning at 8 am. I didn't get much sleep 'cause my little sister's phone kept going off at various times in the night. It was quite annoying. My mother tried to get me up but i was WAAYYY too tired to do that even though it is mother's day and I probably should have gone and now i feel bad. All is well im sure. 'Cause she knows i love her.
I am sooo excited that Mari Ann is getting married. I 'm so excited for her. And I'm so happy that she is happy. squee.
I really want my tattoo badly still. I think it would be soo perfect. I hopefully got a job at cancun. Katie said it was highly likable seeing as her manager asked if I wanted one. Sooo woot. Tattoo might be in my price range soon. I also want to get my tregis pierced before i leave Springfield or possibly when i go back to edwardsville. Eh that's about all im gonnna OH! I got another chapter of grimm down so im content.
tootles. |
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| oh how the mighty have fallen... yeah lose the woody allen jacket. |
[May. 10th, 2007|09:19 pm] |
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| | my room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  yeah babay | ] |
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| | This is Me Smiling | ] |
I watched Grandma's Boy again today. God i love that movie. I can never get enough of that.
Went to another amzing night at emily and mikes on Tuesday. We watched movies. It was sooo relaxing. I miss the old days when you didn't have to be drunk to have fun. Like putting pancakes on ppls cars, hangin' out at lincoln park (not droppin' my phone in the pond), porch sittin', finding narnia in Mrs. Reavis' backyard. oh the good old days.
Anywho... im poor right now. need a job badly. My g-rents are coming over this wknd. They will be arriving at 8 am on Saturday morning. What is up with that? They have sooo much time on their hands. SLEEP IN!
Started re-writing Grimm which I ammm soooo proud of right now. Oh yes. Ideas are flowin' these days. Maybe its because my mind isn't so worked up with school.
My dog barked at a hole today which provided me with a lot of amusement. She digs these holes then barks at them. I think she gets mad that they are there because I never see anything in them for her to bark at. Ah well.
Eh I think im done rambling for the day. tootles. |
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| soo... yeah |
[May. 7th, 2007|12:20 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
so yeah I haven't been on this thing in FOREVER! since the beginning of the school year and damn... i'm currently on summer break... heh. So college is hard. lol. i hate the classes but i love the people. Me and rauf are getting an apartment on campus next year with two girls we met down there. Ali and meg. they are awesome but i feel like everyone doesn't like me right now. Maybe im just being stupid but I feel really down in the dumps. I'm poor as FUCK right now and really need to get a job so ya. have to go job hunting. I want something mundane like dish washing or something... that would be sooo easy to do and i could do it during the day which is my goal. heh.
i miss everyone already. And I feel so down in the dumps. oh well. I need to write badly. I really have some great ideas that need to get into my laptop so i guess I'll go. |
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| Carry on! |
[Nov. 16th, 2006|04:23 am] |
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| | dorm | ] |
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| | MCR- Teenagers | ] |
I miss home. I do. I feel like I've been at school for like a year and a half. i miss my bed, my walls, my puppies, my kitties, I even miss doing the dishes. I miss my mom's cooking. I miss my mom, my annoying little sister, my stepdad. I miss my FRIENDS. Sure I've made new ones.. and they are all kick ass but i feel like all the friendships at home (save KTm) have turned to mush. It seems that after me and rauf left everyone turned on the other. Fights about stupid things taht turn out of control. The Super Sexy Seven broke up... we promised each other we were gonna go on that damn rafting trip every year. But half of the group isn't even talking to the other. I miss the old days... but I love the new too.
I had such a great weekend. Katie and Amy came up friday.. and we drank in our dorm room then just drove around. I beat katie's ass in a game of checkers while sitting in Starbucks totally trashed. It was great. Then Saturday... omg... saturday was awesome. me, ali, and rauf all pregamed then went to Larry's to drink some more... then went to another HUGE ASS party and cheered with some smirnoffs.. that was such a great weekend... talking to deer and shit. I just wish there had been more like it. I do. I miss the crazy ass adventures at Get-n-Go. I miss just chilling at someone's house... talking. it's crazy how much has changed. Some for the better... some for the worse.
I feel sooo blessed to be where i am today... no matter how many bumps i hit in the road... i hope i can come out on top. ugh... that was a stupid rant... blah. |
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| amazing |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|08:13 pm] |
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| | MCR-Welsome to the Black Parade | ] |
"I don't love you"
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
The new MCR cd rocks |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2006|03:42 am] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | My chemical Romance | ] |
Rules:
[01] - List your top 10 celebrity crushes! (I'm including my girl-crushes too, because I can't think of 10 guys.)
[02] - Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them.
[03] - Say which movie/show it was that hooked you.
[04] - Supply photos for said stars!
[05] - Tag five people!
1. Johnny Depp
Definitly What's Eating Gilber Grape or Sleepy Hollow... he's such an amazing actor
2. Chris Pontius
jackass and Wildboyz... i just heart him... had the best dream about him last night...
3. Orlando Bloom
Lord of the Rings of course... he's mucho hot
4. Heath Ledger
I saw him in A Knight's Tale but then I FELL in love with him in Ned Kelly... that accent made me 'gasm.
5. Jake Gyllenhaal
Donnie Darko.
6. Clive Owen
King Arthur... oh how i love in every move (except Derailed but that wasn't his fault... just a horrible movie)
7. Hayden Christensen
Star Wars.... hotness
8. James Marsters
Buffy the Vampire Slayer... he just equals sin
9. Tom Felton
Harry Potter... yes yes
10. Jensen Ackles
Supernatural.. duh
whoever wants to do this... I don't know |
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| bored... |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|09:29 pm] |
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I'm bored.. and i really don't want to do any homework at all... ARG! I'm a pirate! |
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| ARG! |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|12:35 pm] |
SO... my mom's surgery WAS yesterday but she didn't want to tell anybody so they wouldn't be WORRIED! I was soooo mad at her yesterday. ugh.
I'm getting my hair cut today! WOOT! I'm not getting it colored for a while though. |
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| soooo... |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|02:40 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | P!ATD | ] |
I broke up with Zac. It's been awhile but i don't think i've written in this forever. IT was possibly one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. It ended up happening over the phone which I absolutly hated. I really wanted to do it face to face but it just happened. ugh.
Anyway some little juniors back at UA STILL talk smack about me. they are soooo lame. oh well... if they're still caught up over it then that's their problem.
So my mom was supposed to go in for surgery on friday but they cancelled. ugh. I just want her to get in there and get it over with. i'm sooo stressed out worrying about her all the time. She's my FREAKIN mom. i don't want to worry about her.
so yeah i'm kinda bummed. i need a drink. |
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| survey... and snowballs |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
We had a crazy ass snow ball fight last night. I got tackled into the snow. It was cold but fun. I miss people.
| The Best Myspace Survey | | * . . About You . . * | | Eye Color:: | hazel | | Hair Color:: | brownish | | Height:: | 5'6 1/2" | | Favorite Color:: | RED | | Screen Name:: | grimm122287 | | Favorite Band:: | hard one but FOB | | Favorite Movie:: | erm... Ever After or Robin Hood Men in Tights | | Favorite Show:: | Gilmore Girls and Supernatural | | Your Car:: | '87 Chevy Caprice | | Your Hometown:: | Springfield | | Your Present Town:: | SAME | | Your Crushes First Name:: | ZAC | | Your Grade:: | 12th | | Your Style:: | erm... ??? | | * . . Have You Ever . . * | | Sat on your rooftop?: | yes | | Kissed someone in the rain?: | i wish | | Danced in a public place?: | of course | | Smiled for no reason?: | everyday | | Laughed so hard you cried?: | ALWAYS | | Peed your pants after age 8?: | no | | Written a song?: | yes... can't find it though | | Sang to someone for no reason?: | yesm | | Performed on a stage?: | a lot actually | | Talked to someone you don't know?: | yes | | Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: | who doesn't? | | Made out in a theatre?: | Not as of yet | | Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: | uh yeah~! I fall a lot | | Been in love?: | yes | | * . . Who was the last person to . . * | | Say HI to you?: | erm... my stepdad | | Tell you, I love you?: | my mom | | Kiss you?: | Zac | | Hug you?: | Zac | | Tell you BYE?: | Elyse | | Write you a note?: | um... williams? | | Take your photo?: | williams | | Call your cell phone?: | Eric | | Buy you something?: | my mom today... we bought A LOT | | Go with you to the movies?: | Zac | | Sing to you?: | Zac | | Write a poem about you?: | erm... prob Kyle | | Text message you?: | Zac | | Touch you?: | my dog? | | * . . What's the last . . * | | Time you laughed?: | TODAY at my sister running into things | | Time you cried?: | erm... Red and White night | | Movie you watched?: | um... Just Friends | | Joke you told?: | the knock knock "I eat mop" joke1 | | Song you've sang?: | Tiger Lily- I jammed last night in my car | | Time you've looked at the clock?: | right now... it was hard to resist | | Drink you've had?: | um frozen coke from Buger King | | Number you've dialed?: | Raufer | | Book you've read?: | Trickster's Queen-- in the middle of actually | | Food you've eaten?: | um... bagel | | Flavor of gum chewed?: | um spearamint? It's Orbit | | Shoes you've worn?: | my pink pumas | | Store you've been in?: | JC Pennys | | Thing you've said?: | i don't know | | * . . Can You . . * | | Write with both hands?: | no | | Whistle?: | yes | | Blow a bubble?: | yes | | Roll your tounge in a circle?: | yes | | Cross your eyes?: | with practice | | Touch your tounge to your nose?: | yes | | Dance?: | OF COURSE... im a dancing machience | | Gleek?: | I don't think so... i haven't tried it a lot | | Stay up a whole night without sleep?: | prob | | Speak a different language?: | a little spanish | | Impersonate someone?: | most likely | | Prank call people?: | YES | | Make a card pyramid?: | no | | Cook anything?: | yes | | * . . Finish The Line . . * | | If i were a ...: | plane, i could fly | | I wish ...: | i could write... | | So many people don't know that ...: | i like cheese. | | I am ...: | crazy | | My heart is ...: | with someone right now... if you'd like to leave a message i'm sure it can get back to you | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|10:35 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down | ] |
I slept all day. I got sick earlier in the day and after i took my sister to school, i came home and slept. It was great. I still have a massive headache but i'll be fine. I'll take some tylenol pm and hit the hay.
I haven't eaten all day in fear of throwing it up. My mother asked if i was pregnant today. And was serious about it. Which freaked me out greatly. I reassured her though. that that would not be happening anytime soon.
Slightly reasurred and not upset anymore, so that situation is under control.
OMG there was a mouse in our house today. When i finally decided to roll out of bed, me and my mom went into the living room in search of the dvd remote control. We lifted up the couch and there was a mouse! I screamed... and ran. I stood on the stair that leads away from our living room hoping it wouldn't get me. UGH. I hate mice. They're fine when their proper mice in a cage that will let me pet it. But when its in your house unbeknowest to you... they freak me out. *shudders* Reginald tried to catch it but couldn't fit under whatever it went under... he's a football.
anyway... have to go to school tom. so im done ranting now. How come my entries are always reeeaaaallllllyyyy long? |
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| rawr. |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
I was told i had to update about this weekend. Even though i won't get a comment from the person who told me to update.
Slumber party was fun. Watched the rest of anchorman and then we watched euro-trip but i fell asleep during it. And me and Raufer kept on getting attacked by flying green cushions when we were trying to sleep. I was tired. Then i tripped over something when i went to go pee in the morning and woke people up. Eric made fun of me. And then I got called a dirty tramp. And told i could definitly get a house on whore island and whore it up some more.
Madrigals went great. I'm soo sad that they're over. I'm going to miss everyone so terribly. And Nerich and Williams kept on making me cry on the last night with their whisperings about me in the back of the gym. And the fact that Nerich was walking me out. I had to squeeze his hand and i couldn't finish silent night.
We had a sing off at Steak and Shake with the Riverton Madrigal group. They were really cool though and we had a great time. After that me and Rauf hooked up with Zac and Joe and went Christmas shopping. Joe was running back to the car and def busted his shit. It was sooo funny I couldn't even drive Zac's car n e more and had to stop at a stop sign. HAHAHAHAHA. That was hilarious. I still have Sean Reagan's antennea ball. which is hilarious.
Worked today til 5:15. It was boring. There was like no one there. Me and Jerry had to move seats outside and we kept on slipping on the ice and almost busting out shit. hahaha.
Went to a movie. Saw Just Friends. It was hilarious. hehe. Fun night, a little upsetting, but fun. |
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