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life so far. [Dec. 30th, 2007|09:02 pm]
[Current Mood |artisticwriting]

I'm going to UIS now. I really can not afford to send myself to SIUE anymore. I've been writing a whole lot more. Grimm is rocking as of now. Also started another story. Not sure what I'm gonna call it yet. I really need to get published soon. i don't have anything else to say except that it sucks i have to work tomorrow night. I'll be off by midnight and be ready to get my party on. woot. I've been sick all weekend which always sucks. yeah I don't know what else to say. so i'll update later. peace.
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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2007|11:54 pm]
[Current Mood |naughtyme and barney are naughty.]

so i just got back from vaca. it was fun. had lots of drinks while on vacation. I work tomorrow and still can't realize why i am still up even though i am unbelievably tired. we are redoing me and my sister's bathroom so i have been taking off wallpaper... it really sucked and got in my hair. oh well.

reginald tried to eat a slug today. it was gross.

there was this HUGE spider on our backporch yesterday and it scared the livin' begezezes out of me... it was a wolf spider and i was very scared. i don't have a lot of warm fuzzy feelings for spiders. *shudders*

we have a ghost in our house. i like havin' it around. it makes life interesting. first it keeps on turning on my mom's makeup mirror light after we have turned it off. it turned off the tv in one room then when it came back on it was on a different channel. it turned on my mom's headphones after she turned them off. it also turned on the blender and wouldn't let us turn it off while we were on vacation. it yelled my mom's name while she was sleeping so loudly that she thought it was the lady we were on vacation with waking her up. sometimes it creepy but the spirit hasn't harmed us in anyway. i've been calling it barney but my mom thinks its a lady that used to play tricks at the nursing home she works at that followed her home after she died. could be i guess.

so me and barney are gonna go to bed. he sleeps in my room 'cause i invite him. and 'cause were just that hot. *muah*
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ugh. [Jun. 13th, 2007|12:42 pm]
[Current Location |my living room]
[Current Mood |aggravatedbetrayed]
[Current Music |Boys Nignt Out]

So Katie's mad at me because she thinks i told Amber (mike's ex) something personal about her and I wouldn't do that. We've been best friends since sixth grade and she thinks I would turn on her that quickly. Plus she's back with mike again after he dumped her for the second time which is bullshit. She can forgive him all his wrongs but i didn't even do anything and she can't forgive me. I've always been there for her and she's pretty much just shunning me. So what the fuck ever. If she doesn't want to be my friend she doesn't have to be. We haven't hung out since she's been dating mike because he won't let her because he doesn't like me for some reason

My older sister lauren's wedding is this weekend. I'm really excited for her because she's really turned her life around. I'm soo proud of her and she's met a guy that really loves her. But of course my other sister is trying to ruin it for her by telling everyone that Chad is an asshole and that he doesn't love her and that she nobody paid for her three weedings that she got at the courthouse and didn't tell anyone about. ugh. im soo tired. I have to work tonight, tomorrow, and Friday and still find some time to get my oil changed and get a pedi and a mani for the wedding sooo... i hope were not too busy tonight. I work with Katie M. so that's cool. I'm gonna go try and write and I want to get another fish because i think mine is lonely. heh. maybe even two more. Peace out. much love..

P.S. yes i did just go straight up sfield gangster on your ass.
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erg. [May. 29th, 2007|05:50 pm]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Mood |aggravatedstupid people]
[Current Music |the Hush Sound]

I really hate when my friends continue to get hurt. I really do. Katie and Mike broke up again and she's heartbroken about it again. And I keep on being the person she goes to even though she knows I hate him and I told her so. I just hate it. I really do. I know its probably hard to get over someone that you have been with for a while but if they are only going to continue to hurt you what is the point? they obviously don't care about you if they continue to hurt you. ugh. I'm supposed to hang out with her tonight but i don't know if that will happen or not.

My sister turns 21 tom. and we're supposed to go to Darcy's Pint. woot.

I submitted some poetry to the state journal register for the voice section. I hope they use it. squee.

My sister is pissing me off. First i tell her to do something (like take out the dogs) and she only takes out her dog and then doesn't seem to hear when i ask her to take out duncan too. I ask her to feed the dogs cause im feeding the cats and getting them water. Zoey and Bitty both don't have water and she disregards that at all and goes about her business. Then whenever i confront her about it she acts like she didn't "see". She doesn't hear or see anymore i guess. Ugh. and then my stepdad tries to put in his two sense. He's such an idiot. She's his precious daughter and can do no wrong unless its with him. i really do hate the way he thinks.
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This is lame... you're lame!!! [May. 18th, 2007|12:32 am]
[Current Location |room]

Shrek 3 = so very funny.
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left behind... [May. 16th, 2007|01:23 pm]
[Current Location |my madre's room]
[Current Mood |drainedtired]
[Current Music |the tv]

Being attached so much to Ursuline came a big surprise to me. I grew sooo much there and I met AMAZING people that have been my friends even after I went off to college and left them behind. I loved that place even though I tried so hard to get out of it. I just can't help but feel horrible that it is shutting down. Ugh.

I started working at cancun yesterday and I like it a lot. It keeps me busy which I love and I makes money... yum.

Gilmore Girls finale last night... me and my mom cried because it was about a mom and a daughter splitting and we're losers like that.

I haven't been able to work on grimm which is saddening me. I really need to get hoppin'. i just have soo many distractions. I think I might write the prequel to it and send that to publisher's first... then make a trilogy out of it then. Either of the stories could be released by themselves however. Ugh. i'll work on it tonight most likely. The two stories are gonna be written at pretty much the same time... lol.
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2007|01:54 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

Ursuline Academy shutting doors at end of school year... that was just announced on State Journal Register online...

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(no subject) [May. 13th, 2007|12:02 pm]
[Current Mood |artisticartistic]

So my mom told me a story today that grossed me out.... so im gonna share it with you. There was this friend of my mother's who had a little boy. He kept on hearing a snap crackle and pop in his ear and it wouldn't go away and he couldn't get to sleep because of it. They finally took him to the doctor and had him checked out. They decided to flush his ears because they couldn't see anything from the outside that was causing the problem. When they flushed his ear out two SPIDERS came out!!!!! they had been crawling along on his eardrum causing the noises! One was dead and the other was still alive!!! ewwww i was thoroughly grossed out.

Anywho, my g-rents and uncle have been here since Saturday morning at 8 am. I didn't get much sleep 'cause my little sister's phone kept going off at various times in the night. It was quite annoying. My mother tried to get me up but i was WAAYYY too tired to do that even though it is mother's day and I probably should have gone and now i feel bad. All is well im sure. 'Cause she knows i love her.

I am sooo excited that Mari Ann is getting married. I 'm so excited for her. And I'm so happy that she is happy. squee.

I really want my tattoo badly still. I think it would be soo perfect. I hopefully got a job at cancun. Katie said it was highly likable seeing as her manager asked if I wanted one. Sooo woot. Tattoo might be in my price range soon. I also want to get my tregis pierced before i leave Springfield or possibly when i go back to edwardsville. Eh that's about all im gonnna OH! I got another chapter of grimm down so im content.

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oh how the mighty have fallen... yeah lose the woody allen jacket. [May. 10th, 2007|09:19 pm]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Mood |contentyeah babay]
[Current Music |This is Me Smiling]

I watched Grandma's Boy again today. God i love that movie. I can never get enough of that.

Went to another amzing night at emily and mikes on Tuesday. We watched movies. It was sooo relaxing. I miss the old days when you didn't have to be drunk to have fun. Like putting pancakes on ppls cars, hangin' out at lincoln park (not droppin' my phone in the pond), porch sittin', finding narnia in Mrs. Reavis' backyard. oh the good old days.

Anywho... im poor right now. need a job badly. My g-rents are coming over this wknd. They will be arriving at 8 am on Saturday morning. What is up with that? They have sooo much time on their hands. SLEEP IN!

Started re-writing Grimm which I ammm soooo proud of right now. Oh yes. Ideas are flowin' these days. Maybe its because my mind isn't so worked up with school.

My dog barked at a hole today which provided me with a lot of amusement. She digs these holes then barks at them. I think she gets mad that they are there because I never see anything in them for her to bark at. Ah well.

Eh I think im done rambling for the day. tootles.
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thought this was interesting... heh [May. 7th, 2007|03:40 pm]

What kind of God are you?
Favourite Color
You earthly time was spent Feeding millions with a few hot dog scraps
Your throne is A towering onyx chair, reflecting perpetual moonlight, adorned with the skulls of the vanquished
You wear Impenetrable armour, the flesh of emperors and the hair of Lucifer's scalp
Your Godly superpower is A flaming, indestructible sword with which you shall avenge the slain innocents and humble the arrogant
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